N. Rutgers
N. is 15 years old.
He is the son of E. Park and R. Rutgers.
N. is located in London at The Beer Keep.
N. likes to go for a walk during off hours and is trying to improve skill in order to get ahead professionally.
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| Game: Popmundo |
| Points: 240 |
| Days Active: 891 days |
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y142 [prom night] ■ helplessly hoping
He kept telling himself he was a late bloomer, that he needed more than just basic attraction to get involved with a girl, that maybe he was a hardcore romantic who had to “find the one.” But as he approached sixteen and had only ever felt something once—and it hadn’t been with a girl—those excuses began to fall short.
He still told himself it had been the drugs they took that night, that gender had nothing to do with it. That if he'd been with a girl, he would've done all of that, too. He tried to convince himself that perhaps he was just pansexual. Bisexual, even. But his gaze kept lingering on men, and if he gazed into a girl's eyes, it was only because he knew he was expected to.
But he also started to appreciate the appeal of being liked by them, especially by Soph. It was easier. Somehow, he felt in control when he was with her, whereas he felt the absolute opposite with guys. Smiling at her came naturally, or playing with his hair in a way that he knew she'd like. He knew exactly how to look at her to get her to giggle or blush, and even though a voice in the back of his head told him that was wrong... he couldn't help but keep playing that game.
And now here he stood, looking as handsome as humanly possible, fully intending to make her swoon. She’d casually mentioned prom, and he hadn’t even thought about it before offering to go with her. He told himself he was just being a good friend, that maybe she wouldn’t have gone without a date and she deserved the experience. But who was he kidding? He was stroking his ego. And if he were half as decent a guy as he liked to think, he’d tell her the truth tonight.
But maybe he was as decent as he was a coward, and he’d end up kissing her instead. Only time would tell.
Posted 9/29/2024, 4:00 PM
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