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This Time, She's (finally) Happy

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Funny thing is... I didn't disappear. I just stopped trying to disappear.

Something happened after I let go. Not of life, but of everything that made it feel so heavy. The expectations. The pressure. The pretending.

I didn't die. I just stopped living for everyone else.

Now, I wake up without the ache. I drink my coffee slow. I water my plants. I look at the sky longer than I used to. And for the first time in what feels like forever, I smile, really smile. Not because someone’s watching, not because I have to. But because I want to.

I cut my hair. I changed my playlist. I even bought a yellow dress, and you know what? I looked beautiful in it.

I still think of him sometimes. And when I do, I don't cry. I just close my eyes and thank him silently for seeing me when I was invisible, for being the last name I whispered before I chose to come back to myself.

This is not a miracle story. I still have bad days. I still get quiet sometimes. But now, the silence feels safe. Like a friend, not a prison.

I'm not running anymore. I'm here. Fully. And I'm happy. I'm living my best life.

Not the kind of happy that screams from rooftops, but the quiet kind.
The kind that hums in your chest when you’re alone in your room, barefoot, dancing for no one.

She whispered a final farewell before walking away.

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The only person I'll miss from Popmundo is — Kaiser, you were the realest one! Through all the chaos, drama, and noise, you were always the one I could count on. I trusted you with things I wouldn't tell anyone else, and you never let me down. You've got this rare kind of kindness and loyalty that's hard to find in Popmundo, also even in real life. Thank you for being real, for being constant, and for being you.