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Figuring out 18

Dear diary,

Emilis and I have both officially joined the 18 club. And I totally forgot to throw a big party, but maybe we can have one together with Prince next week?
18… It is quite strange to think that 2 years ago I turned 16 and now I am 18 and still feel like I have not figured life out yet. At least I am making good progress with improving my skills. But I don’t feel like an adult. Not really. I miss the old days when mum and dad would tell me exactly what to do and when to do it… Emilis told me his family ran all out of bachelors, so we are the next in line to get married. SOMEDAY! Not right away. Imagine that! Just like mum and dad, we could already be engaged now! What is even crazier to me, is that mum was pregnant with Romeo at my age. I can not imagine being pregnant right now, I barely know how to live my own life. How am I supposed to teach a child how to live theirs? But I do find little kids cute. Maybe Romeo and Kiana have life already figured out and make me an aunt within the next few years. That would be fun. Though Romeo as a dad? That is a very weird thought. Nah I think we have a lot of years left before either of us are thinking about kids of our own.

On another note, according to my boyfriend, I am the coolest and bravest girlfriend in the world. lol. I am a lot of things, but "cool" and "brave" are not words I would use to describe Lilly Mcmahon. I love hearing him say it though. But hey, we have corssed the desert, faced our fears and walked through the forest now. And killed the kraken this year. Maybe I am getting braver the more time I spend with together Emilis <3

St Kobe's Day Year 143 -Moscow